Work week at school is underway and it is more than a bit overwhelming.
I have attended several long meetings (a 3 hour meeting yesterday afternoon going over the school handbook…ohhh my); arranged all of the furniture in my classroom; hung up a lot on the wall; met all the staff (whom are so wonderful and helpful); talked and played with my director’s kids; and have soaked up the glorious sun on breaks (God’s gift of grace amidst the chilly winter air).
Note to self: Buy sunscreen.
I am in the process of cleaning and organizing not only my classroom (a daunting task that is stressing me out a bit!), but also our apartment—specifically my bedroom right now. Settling in, feeling in control, having more order, and feeling at least a little sense of accomplishment feels good in the midst of transition, unfamiliarity, and busyness.
I still have so much to do and so much to learn, so I am still feeling like my life is chaotic and I’m starting to come to grips with the fact that A. Life feeling chaotic is natural considering I’m in a new country with a new language and this is my first year teaching, and B. It might take a long, long time for me to feel “settled” or like things are “normal” and “familiar.”
And then there are so many things that I need to do/want to do apart from teaching and I know if I don’t make time for myself and cut some of these things out when I feel I can’t do it, I will fall apart.
I made a list during a meeting:
“Extra-curricular”
· -Tutoring (we are required to tutor at least 1 hour/week after school)
· -Revamping the 1st grade math curriculum (required of me)
· - Alternating Staff meetings/Curriculum meetings (required obviously, every Tuesday after school)
· -Club (adult) volleyball after school
· -Taking Spanish classes!
· -Wednesday night women’s Bible study
· -Sunday morning church
· -Sunday night Wally Ball
· -Saturday night community group (once a month)
What I have to say to that: Thank goodness my roommates and I decided to get a maid 3 days a week to cook and clean!
It’s hard to believe I will be meeting my students and their parents at Open House this Friday morning! I have to get my classroom all clean and organized before then. Then school starts Monday! With all the meetings and classroom preparation I haven’t had a whole lot of time at all yet to look over curriculum guides and my schedule, and start thinking about procedures and lesson plans for next week. I hope I feel prepared come Monday!
I would love prayers that everything comes together in time, my stress is minimal, everything goes smoothly next week, and I would remember to rely on the Lord’s strength and not my own.
Love you all,
Jules
Wishing you the best of luck, the kids will love you. :)
ReplyDeleteI will pray for the things you mentioned, honey.
ReplyDeleteLove the maid idea! Go for it! Mom
Julie, you can do this! I have seen your passion for the Lord and I know he is going to you use you! praying for you friend.
ReplyDeleteP.S. Our lovely room in Fairlane no longer is there. they tore down our section.
thanks guys!
ReplyDeleteamanda--i don't know if i'd ever call our apartment "lovely" ;) i'm kind of OK with that. hehe.